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A nice pic.. that i just saw surfing net... i am sure you guys wud like it too.. this guy is an Indian Model..
A nice pic.. that i just saw surfing net... i am sure you guys wud like it too.. this guy is an Indian Model..
Douche for quick rectum and anal clean- outs
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For more knowledge about anal douche, kindly google it .
Also available is prostate massager for gay men..
If interested, send me a mail at contactimyag@gmail.com and i will provide you more details
Bipolar Disorder To A Gay Guy
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| Bipolar Disorder :) :( |
Congratulations... your best pal here, is just diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder. Now I saw this coming. Since last one week, I was not able to go to office. Reason - there was No Reason. Yes, can you imagine, there was no reason of me behaving in this weird way. Though, since last one year, I was the best employee in my department, and suddenly I went blank. I shut my phones off, with just a stupid message to my boss, that I am on leave due to some illness, will speak to you once I am OK. I slept slept and slept, my appetite went to toss. My mom was worried for me. I am sure, she has cried for me too. At her age, I never wanted to give her more problems.
Finally my family coaxed me in seeing a doctor and I went to a homeopath who also visits VIMHANS, one of the best medical institute for neuro and brain related issues. This guy heard me for half an hour. And then pronounced me with BIPOLAR DISORDER.. I studied more on net, and think I have bipolar disorder II.
Great, so my family now has to deal, not only with my gayness but also with bipolar disorder . WOW.. U know, i spoke to few of my gay friends, and they told me that they also have such phases when they just shut down themselves. But are they all suffering from similar disease. Do you think, this disease is more common in gay people. I am not sure..
May God be with all of my friends, and may they be with me.. I know I have killed lot of friendships because of this shut down issue. There was a guy, with whom i was almost on the verge of relationship, and then i just hit this low phase, and i snapped all ties with him for few days. and GONE... he was gone with the wind. Obviously who would like to have a boyfriend, who has such big mood swings.
Even today, i have someone in my life, who is very special for me. He is not my boyfriend, but a brother someone who says he will always always there for me. He is a married guy, but even i like him very much. But i am not sure, how much will he be able to handle my mood swings. I have not spoken to him since last one week, and he has been patient uptill now.. but uptill when.. i dont know.
I am intelligent, i know the pros and cons. but then this is not in my hand. I feel as a puppet due to such chemical imbalances in my brain. I feel helpless. But i wanna fight, atleast today.. i do wanna put a brave face and fight against this problem.
I tried searching, but didn't find any support group here in India. I wont mind creating one support group here in India for all bipolar disorder gay guys.. Where we can share our experiences, and we can support each other.
If you want to discuss anything more on this topic, feel free to reach me on my mail ID... sdelhilove@gmail.com
PS : Hey guys, please.. I have not gone MAD.. i m just another person suffering from bipolar disorder, and I need your support more than often. So please be around. I like you visiting my blog. I like your comments. I LOVE YOU ALL.
My kind of gay guy
So many people ask me what kind of person am i looking for.. so here is a brief of what i m looking for. Obviously, the wants will never end.. but still, i believe that even if the guy pass the below criteria.. he is good enough for me.
1. Who is not feminine at all... (nothing against feminine gays still thats my preference)
2. Someone within my age group. ( I m 34 yo as on date.. so from 27 to 40 is my age group) No oldies or kiddos. I am looking for love.. dont want to work as a caretaker .
3. Someone who is professional.. yes it matters, if i have to introduced to my family and friends someday.. i prefer someone professional.
4. A guy, who understands you, is frank with you.. and little honest as well. :)
5. And Yes.. the guy shud be more top or TOP.. though i love to finger the ass of other guy.. but apart from that i am more bottom.
6. Obviously sex is the most important part of any gay relationship.... but i dont want my boy to use me like a sex toy.. for me sex is meditation, its a soulful experience.
PS: and yes.. he may not resemble the guy like the one above.. i m ok with next door boy look kind of men. :)
If any of your thinks that you are fitting the above mentioned preliminary criteria.. then we can spend more time together understanding each other...and take things to next level.
Wat Say Guys... ?
Ashwin and Avi - Gau couple together for 13 years
Yesterday news papers in india published a prominent story about Ashwin, a gay guy whose father is homophobic. Ashwin is staying with his partner Avi since 1999, last 13 years.
There are hundereds of people who are homophobic and do not accept the sexuality orientation of their kids. But then what was special about this case, which has taken such a prominent place in media.
Ashwin, is son of BCCI president, N Srinivasan. That is the only reason why this story has come into prominence. Also Ashwin along with his boyfriend was recently jailed and now Ashwin has alleged that his homophobic father is getting all this done against him and his boyfriend. Even the headline is BCCI chief's gay son. Why we want to bring his father's working status. If Ashwin would have been son of a just another person, would these news be getting the same prominence. NO.
In the whole story, i like one best thing.. All newspapers have reported that Ashwin and his boyfriend have been together since 1999. That means since last 13 years, they both are together. Now this is some achievement in gay world.
Being a gay, I know how gay guys break up on petty things. How easy it is to find sex outside, which does not encourage, but still,an important factor for gay guys non commital attitude.
Also the trust levels are very low in gay guys.
After all these issues, the two being together for last thirteen years is an achievement.
My congratulations to Ashwin and Avi. We all are with you guys. Dont be afraid, you are our role models.
YUGYAG SALUTES YOU !!!
for More click on http://www.dailymail.co.uk/indiahome/indianews/article-2148966/Gay-harassed-BCCI-chiefs-son-says-homophobic-dad-set-police-assault-lover-Mumbai-bar.html
Ten Reasons why he just stopped talking !
Why he just stopped talking ???
Don't you think, this seems line which we all can identify with. But why? Why this happens..
HERE ARE TEN REASONS AS PER ME...
Feel free to add more....
1. Its a waste of time to talk any more. No benefit.. neither sex.. nor emotional bonding.
2. He has taken advantage of me, I loved him so much... and he just used me for physical pleasure.
3. We just grew apart. Some how we both don't feel the need to talk to each other.
4. When i talk to him, i miss all the good times we spent together. Lets stop talking.. and save myself from this hurt.
5. I got to know, that he is not only talking to me, but also with ten other guys. Its better to give him time for other nine guys.
6. Everytime I talk to him, he asks me favours - monetary as well as others.
7. I miss him too much, but my ego doesnt let me talk to him.
8. Why should i talk to him, what has he given me till date...except hurt..
9. I miss him so much.. if i talk to him.. i will miss him more.
10. He doesnt understand me.. its better stop talking...
Gay Poetry - my life..
in rahon mein tum mujhe aaj fir dekh lo
koi mujhe inhi raston par fir chod gaya
woh kehte the pyaar karte hain humse
na jane yun pal bhar mein woh pyaar kahan kho gaya
itne bure hum nahin yeh hum bhi jaante hain
fir bhi kyun jeevan hamara yun tanha ho gaya
इन राहों में तुम मुझे आज फिर देख लो
कोई मुझे इन्ही रास्तों पर फिर छोड़ गया
वोह कहते थे प्यार करते हैं हमसे
ना जाने यूँ पल भर में वोह प्यार कहाँ खो गया
इतने बुरे हम नहीं, यह हम भी जानते हैं
फिर भी क्यूँ जीवन हमारा यूँ तनहा हो गया
My blog completes 4 years... WOW
Ok Guys...First thing first.. i just realised my blog has completed 4 years now... so happy birthday to my blog.. and what a nice gift, but to know that there have been more than 30K visits to my blog till date..
Today I logged on to my blog after a long time, and got to know that blogger.com has come up with nice tools.. ( cum on... u naughty guys.. not that tool) but tools to track visitors to your site.. and WOW.. i m impressed..My blog is registering almost 100 footprints on daily basis.
Thats a nice achievement. so here is screenshot of my visitor stat.. see how my blog has grown in last four years..
Health for gay guys
We all are getting old.. atleast I am.. I am 34yo now.. and last month when i got my tests done.. My cholestrol was on the wrong side.. My doctor has asked me to start walking. But who has time. I am so busy in finding my life partner.. which i am so sure, that i will never get.
In the middle of this whole busy schedule.., today one of my friend, shared a link with me. This is very interesting, as this gives complete details for immunization program.. vaccination man.... something like polio drops.. Ha! Ha! Ha!
To be serious, its very important for all of us to be healthy, specially US... GAY GUYS.. who are so prone to diseases because of sex with so many partners... . and also who have to live alone in life.. So..its better to be safe and healthy.
Here is the link for all you people.. Hope it helps you
http://www.cdc.gov/mmwr/preview/mmwrhtml/mm6104a9.htm
Luv You All...
( For you my friend.. hope you smile seeing this post.... this is for you only..)
Court Strikes Down Ban on Gay Marriage in California
Excerpts from an Article in New York Times.. Shared by one of my readers in USA. Thanks Dear Faqir for sharing this article.
The three-judge panel issued its ruling in San Francisco, upholding a 2010 decision by Judge Vaughn R. Walker, who had been the chief judge of the Federal District Court of the Northern District of California but has since retired. The panel found that Proposition 8 — passed by a vote of 52 percent to 48 percent — violated the equal protection rights of two same-sex couples who brought the suit. The proposition placed a specific prohibition in the State Constitution against marriage between two people of the same sex.
But Tuesday’s 2-to-1 decision was much more narrowly framed than the sweeping ruling of Judge Walker, who asserted that barring same-sex couples from marrying was a violation of the equal protection and due process clauses of the Constitution.
You can read the complete article at this linklove me... my soul.. me as a person
He has just left, completely satisfied..leaving trail of semen on my legs, some dry saliva on my lips, his unique fragrance still on my body... and a Rs.100/- note as a tip.
I know he loves me, loves me more than he loves his wife, and his boyfriend. He loves me, because he loves my body.
He loves to use me as he likes. He loves me when he put two fingers in my dry ass..he loves me when he bites my lips, he loves me when pinches my nipples, he loves me when he pulls my hair and put his teeth on my neck. He loves me when i get hurt. But he loves me.
He has left, satisfied... with few visible scars on my body, and few invisible scars on my soul. He never says that he loves me. He always say that i am his slut. He loves to call me his "randi", hindi word for slut. He gets a high, when he knows that i need him more than he needs me.
But then, is it really so. Perhaps yes. I still think, one day, he will tell me, he loves me. He loves me more than his wife, more than his boyfriend. He loves me real. He loves me not just for the sake of it. He loves me not like any other client of me. But he loves me as another person, he loves me as a guy, with heart, as a guy with soul.
Hope... He loves me one day.
" this is a write up, dedicated to all the masseurs of gay spas.. who are gays.. but who are people with heart.. I met one such masseur today.. will let you know what happened between us in some later post".
Gay Cruise
This is the advertisement for your information that how much advancement LGT community have made. Though there is no cruise like this from India, but I hope one day i join this cruise with my boyfriend... or may be my boyfriend waits for me at the end of this cruise..
These details has been forwarded to me by one of my reader, who works on this cruise... He has shared quite few stories with me.. if possible i will share with you all as well.
feel free to find more details of this ALL GAY CRUISE... here. http://www.atlantisevents.com/Allure-Caribbean-Cruise/11?gclid=CM2g16aRvq0CFYMEQAodumB3Cw#overview
Please share your stories, if any of you have been to this cruise...
Looking forward to more of interaction with my readers.
yours only...
Yug yag
Same-sex divorce options explored
Dear All,
This news item has been shared by one of my readers from Canada, for you all. You may be interested in this news of divorce option for same sex marriages. But what about the countries like India, where same sex marriages are not allowed at all.
Thanks Faqir, for sending me this news item... for the awareness of such issues.
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The Harper government is considering how to make divorce possible for same-sex couples who had to come to Canada to get married.
Thousands of gays and lesbians who could not marry in the country where they live have travelled to Canada seeking a legal marriage. But Canada's divorce laws don't allow people who haven't lived in Canada for at least a year to end their marriage.
In a statement to CBC News, Justice Minister Rob Nicholson said he would be "looking at options to clarify the law so that marriages performed in Canada can be undone in Canada."
Earlier Thursday, Prime Minister Stephen Harper insisted his government doesn't want to reopen the debate over same-sex marriage, despite newly-revealed legal arguments from a federal lawyer that a same-sex marriage performed in Canada is not valid if it isn't recognized as legal in the place where the couple lives.
"When we first came to office we had a vote on this issue. We have no intention of further reopening or opening this issue," Harper said at a shipbuilding announcement in Halifax, adding that he did not know the details of the government's submission in this case.
At a second shipbuilding event in B.C., the prime minister reiterated his position, saying the law "recognizes same-sex marriage in Canada and the government is not going to reopen that issue."
For detailed News Item click on the link : http://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/thunder-bay/story/2012/01/12/pol-harper-same-sex-marriage.html
my blog stats.....
Hey all, its four years now since i am writing this blog. today there are 32 subscribers to my blog.. and below are the statistics of last four years.... Yes this motivates me to write more.. for myself... for you all..
me myself yugyag
Why? Why? Why am i so emotional...
Why I always feel that world will be functioning as per me. World is not my slave... who will obey my orders.
Why i feel, that if a guy is a gud friend.. he wud always remain so.. And yes the biggest stupidity is.. when the guy says,
"I love you so much.. that i am scared of loving you, so now i will neither talk to you, nor meet you, cause I love you the most.."
Dont you think its the biggest stupidity, foolishness.. And specially when it is coming from a guy, whom i really like very much.. just as a friend.. cause he is gonna get married soon.
I also read a very nice thought on one of the PR profiles.. Its so true.. specially for me...
There's always a little emotion behind every 'I don't care'; intent behind every 'just kidding'; and a little pain behind every 'all's good'. Therefore, if you cannot understand my silence, you would never be able to understand my words.....
YUGYAG Reader's feedback
I received a mail from one of my readers on 20th December, as in response to my write up "Life has become fun" It was really nice to read such feedbacks. I have been in touch with this reader, through emails now. And its great to know him, and interact with him. It always results in exchange of nice ideas and mutual learning. I am uploading his mail post his approval only.
Thanks for your mails M al - Fakir... I really like interacting with you. This couplet is for you meaning, even travelling unknown paths, people can become friends.. but you are just a part of my soul, who got separated from me long back...
रास्ते अनजाने हो, फिर भी मुसाफिर दोस्त बन जाते हैं
तुम तो मेरी रूह का एक ज़र्रा हो जो कल शायद मुझसे जुदा हो गया था
So sweet of you for updating the blog. Thank you for a nice write up and in sweet, emotion charged but simple language.
A very moving narration. But it maintains the romance and sanctity of gay love. I cannot convey to you my feelings about this brief and matter of fact story except that you stirred a lot of memories.
Sitting thousands of mile away in Canada I was moved by your story and desires. Had you been here near about I would have met you to exchange experiences, share frustrations or disappointments and thus lighten our burdens that erode the soul and make life bearable. I was reminded of a Persian couplet but I do not know if you know the language. If I am able to render it suitably in English I will send it to you.
I hope you succeed in finding what you are looking for - a sincere, honest, selfless and loving companion and live happily ever after.
- M al-Fakir, Canada
MERRY CHRISTMAS GUYS..
WISHING ALL MY READERS
A MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Enjoy your christmas.. with these pictures...
Hope the next year brings prosperity and happiness in life of all.. See you guys in next year..
And yes, please comment.. cause it shows that you are reading my blog.. and i also get motivated to post more :)
Life has become fun..
Life has become fun.. yes..
Today I met a friend..he is a friend.. just a friend.. but fine, we planned a sex date today.
We met, he lit candles in the room, played romantic songs.. and just made love with me.. It was not sex, it was pure love. We only did above the waist.. nothing below..but it was love. We had a lip lock, licked each other's tongues, licked each others arms, arm pits, wen the tongue touched nipples, back, nose, eyes, ears, foot, butthole... It was awesome..
It was an emotional moment for me. But then he also told me that he made a bet with one of our mutual friend, that he will make me crazy for him, so that i would be forced to say "love you". I did...and believe me, it was really true.. because he didnt treat me like a sex toy. He did it, to give me the satisfaction. Most of the guys i have met, are generally want me to give them satisfaction. The guys i have met, are generally selfish... But then this guy, treated me like a guy, he showed genuine interest in me, and my body.. somehow he touched my soul.. and i thank him for it.
I dont know, when i will get my real lover, but now i think i have realised to enjoy such one night stands as well. Its better not be emotional, just enjoy, and forget it. But in such one night stands, i never get hardon. I never get too excited, Because deep down in my heart what i want is different... i want someone with whom i can get up in the morning. I can take care of him and he takes care of me. I dont want just a one night stand. But then sometimes, just for a body touch... i do one night stand as well.
This year is gonna end soon.. hope i get my stable guy soon...
* this post is dedicated to one of my reader from allahbad, who got in touch with me, and asked me to write my experience on blog, as i didnt update it since long now . So here it is for you my sweetheart. I love all my readers. And thanks for reading my blog. If you want to get in touch with me, you can send me a mail at sdelhilove@gmail.com
THIS IS ME... just few lines..
sometimes serene..
sometime stormy..
sometimes looking forward just for sex...
sometimes looking for a stable relationship...
sometimes thinking.. there is no point of logging on PR any more.. it makes me more hollow.. sometimes just logging on PR as a habit..
Sometimes waiting for the right soul in my life..
sometimes thinking.. there is no point of logging on PR any more.. it makes me more hollow.. sometimes just logging on PR as a habit..
Sometimes waiting for the right soul in my life..
sometimes thinking there is no right soul waiting for me anywhere..
THIS IS ME....
THIS IS ME....
Hope someday my life gets more stability, once i get a soulmate.. who is mine.. completely mine.
Guidance.... given for a newbie gay :)
Hmmm.. today i saw a status message of 23 year old guy.. which was like this...
"guys m new here...so guide me..i need guidance"
I replied him as below... any suggestion...
guidance for what dude.... its upto u.. i wud suggest you to be little cautious... but then again its ur choice... to be cautious or not..
generally ppl dont distribute their phone numbers to all... be discretionary on that..
have heard a lot about ppl coming to ur place and picking things up.. so dont ever take anybody to your house if u have not been chatting with him since long.
u r 23.. if u r mature enough to realise ur sexuality.. u r mature enough to judge people as well.
ENJOY SEX :) and ENJOY being gay..
all the best.. for this adventurous journey with lots of ups and downs...
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