Finally my fear come alive..... my dad is not well....
Hey All,
Last one month has been one of the most glorious months for the gay community in India. We had gay parade on 28th November, which was much bigger than the last year. Then finally, consensual homosexual act has become legal, which is is BIG... and i mean BIG... victory for all gay rights activist.
But where the hell has been this YUGYAG... when all this were happening? Not Even one single post of jubiliation.
Can't help it dear all. But last 24th June, my dad fell, as he is suffering from epileptic fits. He hit the floor and got an internal injury. He spent 20 days in ICU and another 10 days in private ward. Though now , he is back home.. but he is not more than a vegetable. He is bed ridden. Does not recognise any of us. Speak irrelevant, and his mind is very disoriented. Last one month was like an year for me...
As busy as can be.....
I really, really felt so alone.. all this time. But by the grace of universal powers.. i never felt weak or timid.. it was only lonely... There was no one, who can hug me or even hold my hand and re-ensure that everything would be fine. There was no one, to take care of my food, my clothes, my things at the time when i was busy with my dad.
I felt guilty for my mom. As my dad is completely dependant on him. She has to take care of him as well as take care of household chores. Though now we have two 12 hours attendants, so there is somebody at help all 24 hours to take care of dad. But still nothing can replace family care.
There is so much... so much... brewing.. inside me.. i would like much more in the coming days..
But till then i would like all my readers to pray for my dad.. I am sure, he would be cured completely soon... just need all the positive energy and vibes..
