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A nice pic.. that i just saw surfing net... i am sure you guys wud like it too.. this guy is an Indian Model..
Bipolar Disorder To A Gay Guy
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| Bipolar Disorder :) :( |
Congratulations... your best pal here, is just diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder. Now I saw this coming. Since last one week, I was not able to go to office. Reason - there was No Reason. Yes, can you imagine, there was no reason of me behaving in this weird way. Though, since last one year, I was the best employee in my department, and suddenly I went blank. I shut my phones off, with just a stupid message to my boss, that I am on leave due to some illness, will speak to you once I am OK. I slept slept and slept, my appetite went to toss. My mom was worried for me. I am sure, she has cried for me too. At her age, I never wanted to give her more problems.
Finally my family coaxed me in seeing a doctor and I went to a homeopath who also visits VIMHANS, one of the best medical institute for neuro and brain related issues. This guy heard me for half an hour. And then pronounced me with BIPOLAR DISORDER.. I studied more on net, and think I have bipolar disorder II.
Great, so my family now has to deal, not only with my gayness but also with bipolar disorder . WOW.. U know, i spoke to few of my gay friends, and they told me that they also have such phases when they just shut down themselves. But are they all suffering from similar disease. Do you think, this disease is more common in gay people. I am not sure..
May God be with all of my friends, and may they be with me.. I know I have killed lot of friendships because of this shut down issue. There was a guy, with whom i was almost on the verge of relationship, and then i just hit this low phase, and i snapped all ties with him for few days. and GONE... he was gone with the wind. Obviously who would like to have a boyfriend, who has such big mood swings.
Even today, i have someone in my life, who is very special for me. He is not my boyfriend, but a brother someone who says he will always always there for me. He is a married guy, but even i like him very much. But i am not sure, how much will he be able to handle my mood swings. I have not spoken to him since last one week, and he has been patient uptill now.. but uptill when.. i dont know.
I am intelligent, i know the pros and cons. but then this is not in my hand. I feel as a puppet due to such chemical imbalances in my brain. I feel helpless. But i wanna fight, atleast today.. i do wanna put a brave face and fight against this problem.
I tried searching, but didn't find any support group here in India. I wont mind creating one support group here in India for all bipolar disorder gay guys.. Where we can share our experiences, and we can support each other.
If you want to discuss anything more on this topic, feel free to reach me on my mail ID... sdelhilove@gmail.com
PS : Hey guys, please.. I have not gone MAD.. i m just another person suffering from bipolar disorder, and I need your support more than often. So please be around. I like you visiting my blog. I like your comments. I LOVE YOU ALL.
Ten Reasons why he just stopped talking !
Why he just stopped talking ???
Don't you think, this seems line which we all can identify with. But why? Why this happens..
HERE ARE TEN REASONS AS PER ME...
Feel free to add more....
1. Its a waste of time to talk any more. No benefit.. neither sex.. nor emotional bonding.
2. He has taken advantage of me, I loved him so much... and he just used me for physical pleasure.
3. We just grew apart. Some how we both don't feel the need to talk to each other.
4. When i talk to him, i miss all the good times we spent together. Lets stop talking.. and save myself from this hurt.
5. I got to know, that he is not only talking to me, but also with ten other guys. Its better to give him time for other nine guys.
6. Everytime I talk to him, he asks me favours - monetary as well as others.
7. I miss him too much, but my ego doesnt let me talk to him.
8. Why should i talk to him, what has he given me till date...except hurt..
9. I miss him so much.. if i talk to him.. i will miss him more.
10. He doesnt understand me.. its better stop talking...
Gay Poetry - my life..
in rahon mein tum mujhe aaj fir dekh lo
koi mujhe inhi raston par fir chod gaya
woh kehte the pyaar karte hain humse
na jane yun pal bhar mein woh pyaar kahan kho gaya
itne bure hum nahin yeh hum bhi jaante hain
fir bhi kyun jeevan hamara yun tanha ho gaya
इन राहों में तुम मुझे आज फिर देख लो
कोई मुझे इन्ही रास्तों पर फिर छोड़ गया
वोह कहते थे प्यार करते हैं हमसे
ना जाने यूँ पल भर में वोह प्यार कहाँ खो गया
इतने बुरे हम नहीं, यह हम भी जानते हैं
फिर भी क्यूँ जीवन हमारा यूँ तनहा हो गया
me myself yugyag
Why? Why? Why am i so emotional...
Why I always feel that world will be functioning as per me. World is not my slave... who will obey my orders.
Why i feel, that if a guy is a gud friend.. he wud always remain so.. And yes the biggest stupidity is.. when the guy says,
"I love you so much.. that i am scared of loving you, so now i will neither talk to you, nor meet you, cause I love you the most.."
Dont you think its the biggest stupidity, foolishness.. And specially when it is coming from a guy, whom i really like very much.. just as a friend.. cause he is gonna get married soon.
I also read a very nice thought on one of the PR profiles.. Its so true.. specially for me...
There's always a little emotion behind every 'I don't care'; intent behind every 'just kidding'; and a little pain behind every 'all's good'. Therefore, if you cannot understand my silence, you would never be able to understand my words.....
Guidance.... given for a newbie gay :)
Hmmm.. today i saw a status message of 23 year old guy.. which was like this...
"guys m new here...so guide me..i need guidance"
I replied him as below... any suggestion...
guidance for what dude.... its upto u.. i wud suggest you to be little cautious... but then again its ur choice... to be cautious or not..
generally ppl dont distribute their phone numbers to all... be discretionary on that..
have heard a lot about ppl coming to ur place and picking things up.. so dont ever take anybody to your house if u have not been chatting with him since long.
u r 23.. if u r mature enough to realise ur sexuality.. u r mature enough to judge people as well.
ENJOY SEX :) and ENJOY being gay..
all the best.. for this adventurous journey with lots of ups and downs...
GAY FRIENDS
Hey All,
As you all know i am a discreet guy, but for past few months, i am becoming comfortable with my sexuality and started hanging around with my gay group of friends. These guys are really nice, and we share such a chemistry.
I was always afraid in being company of more than one gay friend. It felt so awkward. I always thought that the other guy wud see me as a slut. But now ( may be with age or because of me being comfortable about my sexuality) i am very comfortable with other gay guys.
I am not drooling over guys when i am in their company. They are not touching my dick or butts anyways. They are just like any of my other friends.
Its a great feeling, which can only be experiences and not written in words.
I Pay gratitude to all my gay friends. I LOVE YOU ALL :)
Being Gay is not about having sex with other men.
Go on planet romeo and behind every status of friends or chat is hidden agenda of having sex. Yes, having sex with men is the something which distinguishes us from hetrosexual males. But this does not mean, this is the only thing. This may be the only thing which is being seen by the world. Lets see how a gay guy is different from hetrosexuals, apart from craving of dicks and assholes rather than pussies.
1. A gay guy is more sensitive towards his environment, be it family, friends, or other issues close to his heart.
2. A gay guy is looking for love more than anything else. He is looking for his acceptance in this world, atleast in the heart of his fellow gays... But what he gets is just an hunger for sex... till the time he loves to suck dicks, he is accepted. Why old guys on PR always try to be sugar daddies... Cause they can not find guys of their age.. as all are looking for only one thing.. fresh meat.
3. Gay guy is more insecure, as he is not sure about what would happen to his old age. Whatever said and done, traditionally, marriage has been a security for a man for his old age. Wife can cook and take care of his domestic chores whereas he can focus on his work. But a gay guy has to play both roles which is not only difficult but it also raises the fear of loneliness.
4. Gay guy would love to have lots of friends with whom he can share his thoughts and brainstorm. Gay point of view can be explained to other gay people only. Its difficult for straight men to understand the perspective.
6. Gay guy is not just about dicks and assholes. Its about a mindset. Its about a way of thinking. Its about being gay, which can be understood by all my other gay friends only.
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