I liked you... but....still waiting


I met you neither on a stormy night, nor at a train station. It was such a simple meet, when we just came across each other at this retail store. My gaydar was on...and somehow i knew you liked me too.

But then, we didn't knew each other. Still we got connected, a spiritual connection. A connection which even we didn't realize at that time.

Today on internet, gay website, i was happy to see your profile. But then you already have a partner. Gosh.. why i always meet people who are either already committed, or who are more bottoms just like me.


Dont worry, this is not for any particular person.. just random thoughts which i wanted to pen down here.

I am alone, in this Hollow Square Room


I woke up and saw the dirty glasses,
I remember, we had fun in the night,

But then, he left, without even saying good bye,

And i am alone,in this hollow square room.

I met another and saw the twinkle in his eyes,
we talked, talked and talked, and had coffee too,
but then suddenly he told me that he think we not compatible,
And I am again alone, in this hollow square room.

The new day brought a new guy,

I knew, he is the one, but then he was not ready for commitment,

I decided to wait, Being silent and patient is how i show my commitment,
and then one day, he got another guy, who forced him in this relationship,

And I am left alone, in this hollow square room.

I don't know how i will break the walls of this room,

I don't know how to make someone fell for myself,

Now, sometimes i feel, I don't even know how to love.

Still my thoughts are pink, in this hollow square room.

Still looking......



Its ages since i have written here. Actually, was busy... busy in nothing... thats how life is too.. busy doing nothing..

I was so sure, that i would get someone, someone who would be mine. There are atleast three guys, who came in my life since last few months, somehow me as well as the other person felt too as if we are compatible. But still, things are not materializing.

Somehow, everytime before we get close, we move apart... dont know whats the problem. But now i am really frustrated because of this..

Any solution to my problem. How to hook up a good guy for the long term.

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