Hi Dear Readers,
Today let me confess something about my life with all of you... this valentine day.....
Since last few years, a lot of people, including my friends are annoyed with me. Because I suddenly get lost, yes i just disappear from the public life, leaving others confused, hurt and angry.
But i just can not help it. I think i am suffering from some kind of psychological issue. Unfortunately no one is able to diagnose it properly.
I thought that I was suffering from depression, but then in August 2012, I got some tests done which confirmed that it is not depression. The doctor told me that this is some kind of personality disorder, which can be corrected by cognitive behavioral therapy. I was not sure, what I should do . As of now, I have not undergone this therapy. But this issue is hampering not only my personal life, but my professional life as well.
I just shut myself suddenly from everyone and doesn't feel like talking to anyone or meeting anyone. I sleep like 16 hours in a day. I switch off my phone, and love to live such anonymous life. My appetite gets down, and I lost interest in life completely. Because of this issue, I have lost good friends, and suffered in my career as well. Believe me, I don't like this.. I don't do this deliberately.. but I cant help.
Wish I get supportive friends and necessary guidance to get over this issue.
Love you all :)
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