my blog stats.....
Hey all, its four years now since i am writing this blog. today there are 32 subscribers to my blog.. and below are the statistics of last four years.... Yes this motivates me to write more.. for myself... for you all..
me myself yugyag
Why? Why? Why am i so emotional...
Why I always feel that world will be functioning as per me. World is not my slave... who will obey my orders.
Why i feel, that if a guy is a gud friend.. he wud always remain so.. And yes the biggest stupidity is.. when the guy says,
"I love you so much.. that i am scared of loving you, so now i will neither talk to you, nor meet you, cause I love you the most.."
Dont you think its the biggest stupidity, foolishness.. And specially when it is coming from a guy, whom i really like very much.. just as a friend.. cause he is gonna get married soon.
I also read a very nice thought on one of the PR profiles.. Its so true.. specially for me...
There's always a little emotion behind every 'I don't care'; intent behind every 'just kidding'; and a little pain behind every 'all's good'. Therefore, if you cannot understand my silence, you would never be able to understand my words.....
YUGYAG Reader's feedback
I received a mail from one of my readers on 20th December, as in response to my write up "Life has become fun" It was really nice to read such feedbacks. I have been in touch with this reader, through emails now. And its great to know him, and interact with him. It always results in exchange of nice ideas and mutual learning. I am uploading his mail post his approval only.
Thanks for your mails M al - Fakir... I really like interacting with you. This couplet is for you meaning, even travelling unknown paths, people can become friends.. but you are just a part of my soul, who got separated from me long back...
रास्ते अनजाने हो, फिर भी मुसाफिर दोस्त बन जाते हैं
तुम तो मेरी रूह का एक ज़र्रा हो जो कल शायद मुझसे जुदा हो गया था
So sweet of you for updating the blog. Thank you for a nice write up and in sweet, emotion charged but simple language.
A very moving narration. But it maintains the romance and sanctity of gay love. I cannot convey to you my feelings about this brief and matter of fact story except that you stirred a lot of memories.
Sitting thousands of mile away in Canada I was moved by your story and desires. Had you been here near about I would have met you to exchange experiences, share frustrations or disappointments and thus lighten our burdens that erode the soul and make life bearable. I was reminded of a Persian couplet but I do not know if you know the language. If I am able to render it suitably in English I will send it to you.
I hope you succeed in finding what you are looking for - a sincere, honest, selfless and loving companion and live happily ever after.
- M al-Fakir, Canada
MERRY CHRISTMAS GUYS..
WISHING ALL MY READERS
A MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Enjoy your christmas.. with these pictures...
Hope the next year brings prosperity and happiness in life of all.. See you guys in next year..
And yes, please comment.. cause it shows that you are reading my blog.. and i also get motivated to post more :)
Life has become fun..
Life has become fun.. yes..
Today I met a friend..he is a friend.. just a friend.. but fine, we planned a sex date today.
We met, he lit candles in the room, played romantic songs.. and just made love with me.. It was not sex, it was pure love. We only did above the waist.. nothing below..but it was love. We had a lip lock, licked each other's tongues, licked each others arms, arm pits, wen the tongue touched nipples, back, nose, eyes, ears, foot, butthole... It was awesome..
It was an emotional moment for me. But then he also told me that he made a bet with one of our mutual friend, that he will make me crazy for him, so that i would be forced to say "love you". I did...and believe me, it was really true.. because he didnt treat me like a sex toy. He did it, to give me the satisfaction. Most of the guys i have met, are generally want me to give them satisfaction. The guys i have met, are generally selfish... But then this guy, treated me like a guy, he showed genuine interest in me, and my body.. somehow he touched my soul.. and i thank him for it.
I dont know, when i will get my real lover, but now i think i have realised to enjoy such one night stands as well. Its better not be emotional, just enjoy, and forget it. But in such one night stands, i never get hardon. I never get too excited, Because deep down in my heart what i want is different... i want someone with whom i can get up in the morning. I can take care of him and he takes care of me. I dont want just a one night stand. But then sometimes, just for a body touch... i do one night stand as well.
This year is gonna end soon.. hope i get my stable guy soon...
* this post is dedicated to one of my reader from allahbad, who got in touch with me, and asked me to write my experience on blog, as i didnt update it since long now . So here it is for you my sweetheart. I love all my readers. And thanks for reading my blog. If you want to get in touch with me, you can send me a mail at sdelhilove@gmail.com
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